if someday im Gone...

i read Hazirah's post on her late grandfather just now. (he passed away few days ago). it was so touching. to be frank, yea i did cry. i feel sorry for her but in other way so glad to see the strong side of hers. she's much much stronger than i thought. i dont think i'd be that strong if i was at her place. good girl, Ziera!

this has brought me to deeply thinking of something. few months ago, in Oprah Winfrey Show, there was a middle age woman, talking about his late worked-as-author husband. before the beloved husband died, he had prepared such a wonderful 'inheritance' to the family. it wasn't a mountain of money, nor a countless properties, but a novel-like letter. an extraordinary one, which contained his very big appreciation towards the family- wife and two kids. how amazing it was!

since we'll surely be seperated by distance, time and space, i wanna let these important people know that i do love them so much.- before it's too late.

1) mak and ayah.

(im glad to be born as yours. really.)

2) siblings.

(we fought a lot, but i do love u guys like hell! air yg dicincang takkan putus afterall.)

3. the bestest buddies among all.

(the soulmates and annis the sister-like bosom friend. i wouldnt know myself if i didnt get to know u both!)

4. the amazing friends.

(whosoever i know in this world. getting to know you guys is a great gift from God)

dedicated to all people i know:

Banyak kata yang tak mampu

Kuungkapkan kepada dirimu...

Aku ingin engkau selalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Di setiap langkah yang menyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Sepanjang hidupku..

Pasti waktu akan mampu

Memanggil seluruh ragaku

Ku ingin kau tahu ku selalu milikmu

Yang mencintaimu

Sepanjang hidupku..

lots of love, Nabila Hanis.

girls-in-black's day out~

Time: 11am-3pm

Venue: Jaya Jusco Wangsa Maju

Highlight: Karaoke box yg all-of-sudden hilang. haha. (give a big round of applause to cik sakinah ye, smua orang)

the squatting squatters of wangsa maju.

main characters of the day: cik sakinah, bella and former roomate, atiqah aka takada.

"bella: eh, jom pegi lagi. we make it twice a month nak?

sakinah + atiqah: haa?"

haha. yea, i always be the one who set everything up.

nway, thanks girls, for the wonderful and joyous outing. sakinah said it used to be karaoke boxes there. dah kena bwak lari jin ye kak sakinah? hahaha.

xoxo~

p/s: im somehow extremely happy today.

Hmmphh..

currently listening to: Se7en's Lalala.

my intention to donate blood was unsuccessfully accomplished. sigh.
the reason is that i wasn't qualified to be a donor due to inadequacy of sleep. -i slept only two hours last night. i just couldnt sleep. there was something i wasn't able to forget and then kept troubling myself by thinking it for the whole night. aish.

but never mind. they say they'll come again next month. *grin*
and i'll donate as much as possible, Pusat Darah Negara!

-it's girls day out tomorrow! =)

the first and all-of-sudden post

the first post for the new, unexpected-created blog.
i used to have one before- nabilahanis.wordpress.com.
i deleted it after few months- frankly, for no purpose.
i just felt like deleting it, the post were "no longer belong to me".

briefly, so many things had happened within the time.
the new semester has already started around 1 month and a half ago.
2009 is no longer an ordinary year like before.
i'll be turning 20 this year. uh! time has passed so quickly.
so no more 'main-main'.
ive promised to myself that i'll never ever do the 'budak2' things again. no more please.
study must come first!

im taking only 14 contact hours this semester.
2 core courses- Drama and Phonetics & Phonology,
2 elective courses- Mass Communication and Sciences of Qura'n,
another 2 i-have-no-idea courses- Bahasa Melayu Komunikasi and Tilawah.

overall, i only have about 2-3 classes each day.
hopefully i'll do my very well la kan- since there's quite a lot of time to spend on study. (and yea, have time too for the aktiviti sampingan yg agak berguna kadang2).

oh yea, not to be forgotten, the Study Circle thing and my extra mandarin class.
those who close to me know that i like taking risks.
i love responsibility. i love working the most. i like to lead people.
being a facilitator for Study Circle 2 (one that supposed to be my group) does fulfill the demand. =P.
yea, im lovin it.
at first, i was damn nervous! thanks to the close-since-long-ago buddy, Sakinah, the soulmate, Muffin and others for supporting me. cinta korang!
the first session will be the most memorable one.
i tried so hard to win their hearts as well as create interest towards me. keke.
i spoke so informally, so they wouldn't feel uncomfortable with me.
and yea, i spoke malay. (since there's no foreigner in my group. sigh)
so basically, everything went well- though i can't say it was a big success, but ok la for the beginner like me kan. =)

oh yea, i'll be donating blood for the first time tomorrow.
wish it will go well. fortunately i'll have nadea and nippon's ex with me. haha!

"saye takut jarum". 0_0

p/s: i apologize for any inappropriate words or gramatical, or whatsoever error.
frankly, i do speak rojak.- though im doing BA in English language, but im still a flawless human afterall. *grin*