quick update.

I'm currently super busy, preparing for those 4 coming papers (in a row!).

and I, am not in a good mood.

Today is the first day of the rest of MY life.

With the new day comes new strength and new thoughts.

- Eleanor Roosevelt

p/s: dear Semantics, Varieties of English, Discourse Analysis and Morphology, do be kind to me okay! I heart you ALL :)

another escapism.

haaaaa nak ais krim~

yay! got it.

I...

* bought a pair of wedges from Vincci.

* just done with voice recording and is already sent to the multimedia company.

* editing resume for job interview tomorrow :)

* love my no.1 best friend. (mak cik baju ungu kat atas ni laa)

a short story for the soul :)

Pemuda Yang Ikhlas Dengan Cinta

Pada zaman dahulu, ada seorang jejaka yang sangat suka membaca dan selalu menghabiskan masanya di perpustakaan pada waktu lapang. Dia amat suka membaca novel dan buku cerita. Pada suatu hari, dia telah terjumpa sebuah novel yang ada tertulis pada kulit novel itu nama dan alamat seorang gadis di salah satu muka suratnya. Tertulis di situ : "Catrina, ikhlas dan perlukan sahabat."

Tergerak hati jejaka untuk mengutus surat kepada si gadis misteri itu. Setelah pulang ke rumah, jejaka itu menulis surat untuk memberitahu niat ingin berkawan dengan gadis itu. Beberapa hari kemudian si jejaka mendapat balasan daripada gadis tersebut bahawa dia juga bersetuju untuk berkawan dengan si jejaka.

Hari betukar minggu dan minggu bertukar bulan. Persahabatan mula bertukar kepada perasaan sayang. Namun begitu mereka masih belum pernah bersua muka. Si jejaka ingin sekali bertemu si gadis misteri dan begitu juga dengan si gadis. Walaupun kedua-keduanya masih belum melihat rupa masing-masing, tetapi perasaan sayang tetap berbuku di hati.

Pada suatu hari, si jejaka dipanggil oleh bala tentera untuk pergi ke medan perang. Si jejaka merasa amat susah hati kerana dia bimbang sekiranya dia mungkin tidak dapat berjumpa dengan si gadis kesayangannya. Maka diutuskannya sepucuk surat berbunyi, "kalau Allah panjangkan jodoh kita, dan andai kamu masih sayang padaku, kita berjumpalah di stesen keretapi pada hari perang diumumkan tamat nanti. Aku akan memakai pakaian tenteraku dan membawa sekuntum mawar berwarna merah. Aku akan mengenali kamu sekiranya kamu juga memegang sekuntum bunga mawar merah. Setelah itu izinkanlah aku membawamu untuk makan malam dan bertemu orang tuaku."

Maka pergi lah jejaka ke medan perang dengan tenang setelah mengutuskan surat itu...

Beberapa bulan kemudian...

Pada hari pengumuman perang tamat, si jejaka pergi ke stesen keretapi yang dijanjikan sambil memegang sekuntum bunga mawar merah di tangannya. Diperhatikannya seorang demi seorang gadis yang berada di stesen keretapi itu sekiranya ada yang turut memegang bunga mawar merah sepertinya.

Tiba-tiba, si jejaka ternampak seorang gadis yang agak berisi, sedikit hitam dan berjerawat mukanya duduk di kerusi roda sambil melihat sekeliling seolah-olah mencari seseorang. Kakinya kudung dan tangannya cacat sebelah. Sebelah lagi tangannya memegang sekuntum bunga mawar berwarna merah. Si jejaka sangat terkejut melihat keadaan fizikal dan wajah gadis pujaannya selama ini amat berbeza dari imaginasinya, namun dia memberanikan diri menghampiri gadis tersebut.

"Catrina?"

Gadis itu melihat ke arah si jejaka dan tersenyum ceria. Si jejaka terus menghulurkan bunga mawar kepada si gadis dan berkata, "aku amat merinduimu. Terimalah bunga ini dan pelawaanku untuk makan malam bersama kedua ibu bapaku. Orang tuaku tidak sabar-sabar lagi untuk bertemu denganmu," kata jejaka itu.

Si gadis itu tersenyum lagi dan berkata, "Aku tidak tahu apa yang terjadi. Tetapi ada seorang gadis cantik jelita memberikan bunga ini kepadaku sebentar tadi. Dia memintaku memberitahu kamu bahawa dia sedang menunggu kamu di restoran di hadapan stesen ini sekiranya kamu mempelawaku makan malam dan bertemu orang tuamu."

----------TAMAT------------

Berapa ramaikah manusia yang sesuci hati jejaka ini? Dia melihat kepada hati dan bukan kepada rupa. Dia telah mengotakan janjinya dan tetap berpegang kepada perasaan sayang walaupun pada mulanya dia menjangkakan gadis cacat itu adalah Catrina. Masihkah lagi wujud lelaki seikhlas dan seluhur hati pemuda itu?

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additional note:

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder :)

Mummy's Aleesya Safiyya :)

24th March, 2011

Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah Kuala Terengganu

Nur Aleesya Safiyya binti Mohd Farizul

my very first niece!

my dear Aleesya, welcome to the world.

Mummy will be seeing you in a few weeks okay! :')

[photo] : Meet my second sister a.k.a. Mak Adik. haha. and as for me, after having a quite hard moment finding out a suitable title for me to be addressed by Aleesya, I finally came up with "Mummy". hehe =P

p/s: dear readers,

“The soul is healed

by being with children”

:)

I just...

- finished doing laundry. (who's on earth cares, Bella? who? haha)

- signed up as a volunteer of WAO. (looking forward to doing more and more volunteering activities)

- and...deactivated my FB account so I can concentrate on revising. but will keep tweet-ing :)

Way To Go, B!

*B for Bella*

p/s: I finally found an interesting activity to be done during semester break:

Learning Sign Language! aaaaaa, can't wait!! :)

*pesan Ayah: Solat jangan tinggal, Mengaji jangan lupa, yang Sunat tu rajin2 kan. Thanks, Ayah. InsyaAllah akan ingat sampai bila2 :) *

a short yet sweet escape from a 'prison' named IIUM.

After seating for Teaching and Learning English paper this morning, I finally managed to get my ass awayyy from IIUM. kejap je pun. but still, the feel was different :)

our first destination! -a Thai restaurant.

we both love Iced lemon tea :)

today's healthy lunch.

We both were speechless eating this. Serious sedap.

Sakinah's. Grilled chicken sedap gila.

Wandering around. -allowing a little time for the food to digest.

Sakinah's. Had this at the second food-hunting destination; Tutti Frutti.

mine. Lame gila craving for strawberries! Finally... :)

Next, we went to Watsons, trying make-ups' samples. LOL.

Sakinah was so excited trying lipsticks...

...while I was more interested to put the mascara on.

Last picture together before going back :)

*barulah semangat balik nak study*

Thank you for today, sayang! XOXO

p/s: khas buat abang lain mak, lain ayah, lain rumah, haha, All the best for Final Exams.

Do well. Jangan nangis2 lagi bila dengar lagu TaeYeon. hahaha. Keep smiling :)

BFF's 22nd birthday :)

Happy birthday my best friend,
Amazing times, we always spend.
Laughter and jokes are common place,
Since we built that solid base.

Special friend that I hold dear,
Always wish to have you near.
We get along, like bread with honey,
A friendship worth, much more than money.

If you stumble, count me there,
Gratitude; no need to declare.
Your thoughts are clear, in my mind,
Understanding we always find.

Happy birthday my best friend,
I’m excited to attend.
This birthday poem, is just for you,
A great big smile is overdue.

LOVE YOU TO BITS!

good friends' day out :)

we've promised to each other to spend a day out together since last semester.

and finally, we got that priceless chance :)

[Red Box, Sogo]

Zatul baby :)

just smile, wherever you see mirror! LOL

the only game I am good at. haih.

gaining motivation to get a driving license.

one of my newly-discovered past times: trying on heels ;p

two become one :)

Thank you Zatul for the wonderful moments.

let's make more and more memories together!

XOXO

another night, another fun.

March 23, 2011

"Walking with a friend in the dark

is better than walking alone in the light."

~Helen Keller~

In her, I find my second self.

XOXO

today's heartbeat.

"You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart,

someone who thinks about you constantly,

someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK.

You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears.

You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws.

You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy."

— Cecelia Ahern (Love, Rosie)

priceless night!

we both were busy. we both were lazy.

it's almost 12pm and we just finished eating ayam penyet.

(wth takde kaitan langsung)

whatever it is, we both had fun together.

thank you, Bestie.

For God's sake, I Love You :)

the climax for this semester.

Hello, peeps. wish everyone is in a good health condition. I'm doing fine here. Despite the effing shits some assholes gave me, I'm still feeling great. Well that just shows how incredible and astounding I am. (NO, that just proves how perasan I am. LOL).

but it's undeniably true though. I've been told by some reliable and trustworthy buddies that if they were in my place, they wouldn't be as strong as I am. Well, I just could smile, as a 'thank you' sign for the compliment.

God is fair. Apart from those sluts I got to face, I've been surrounded with amazing people too.

Enough with that.

The semester will come to its end in a few weeks time. Only God knows how exciting it is! Frankly said, this is the worst semester so far. The worst experience I ever had, happened during this semester. But alhamdulillah, it has eventually ended. Kudos to me, for the fascinating patience. Can't believe it myself. Thanks a bunch to those sluts for letting me experience those shitty moments. You'd have no idea how much they had helped me in shaping myself to be such a great person.

I don't hold grudges. No worries. Everything is forgiven.

BBQ with SLEU family :)

Friday, March 18, 2011

SLEU office

our own homemade coleslaw.

(orangish, sebab lagi banyak carrot drpd cabbage. ye, saya yg buat)

Hanaa's potatoe salad :)

homemade jus Asam Boi.

our own homemade fruit cocktail.

big boss, Irham & Fatin dearie. lol.

bukti kerajinan.

Sweetie Ratch & Fatin :)

Ratchaneevan Manawongpibul & Hanaa Casinto;

among the people I'm gonna miss the most :')

p/s: there's no proper photos of the guys since they were all working on things outside the office while the camera was with us girls. inside :D

"Dear all, thanks a million for the memories.

may all of us get the best in life"

Keep smiling :)