I'm not a bad person.

(this is not a self-compliment)

dear you,

you've known me for years.

I'm not a bad person.

I don't hold any grudges against anybody.

I just need more time to think.

and to be strong again.

so many things happened to me lately.

I just couldn't focus on anything else but those troubled things.

don't call me an egoist,

cause I'm not.

I'm just a weak, secretive person who hides all pains in her smiles.
and her total silence.

when the time comes,

I'll take the first step and bridge the gap.

I'm not a bad person.

and so are you.

*you know who you are*