Ketika Cinta Bertasbih...

I just wanna be the apple on top of the tree.

I just finished watching Ketika Cinta Bertasbih (both 1 and 2) for the second time. And I think I'm more deeply moved this time. LOL. Well maybe the timing was just right. I can't deny that to some extent, I do think of whom I'll be spending the rest of my life with. But as a weak servant of Allah, I can just plan, it's Him who determines everything.

A friend of mine (dengan beraninya) claimed that I'm too choosy. Haha just say whatever you wanna say, darling. I know myself best. It's not the matter of choosing but rather preparing myself to be the best one. As a devotee, I believe my love to Him hasn't reached the satisfied level yet. As a daughter, I'm aware of what I'm lacking of. And as a person, I know that there's still a lot to improve. All I can say is, I'm not ready yet. I wanna be the best to the guy I'm destined to be with. And as far as I know, he hasn't shown up yet. Hence I'll be preparing myself till the day comes.

Every girl dreams of marrying to such a great guy. And I'm certainly not excluded. But I do believe that great guys are for great women only. Well that's not what I say but indeed what Allah had promised:

"Corrupt women are for corrupt men and corrupt men are for corrupt women,
Good women are for good men and good men are for good women.
The latter are innocent of what they say.
They will have forgiveness and generous provision"

(Qur'an, 24:26)

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a reminder to me too:

Usah dambakan isteri sehebat Khadijah
Jika diri tidak semulia Rasulullah

Tidak perlu isteri secantik Balqis
Andai diri tidak sehebat Sulaiman

Usah mengharapkan suami setampan Yusuf
Jika kasih tidak setulus Zulaikha

Tidak perlu mencari suami seteguh Ibrahim
Jika diri tidak sekuat Hajar dan Sarah

Usah bermimpi mendapat lelaki seperti Ali
Jika diri tidak sehebat Fatimah

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Hence, all the best to all!