Frankly speaking, I can't wait to end my life in IIUM asap. Something is driven me sick here. I need a new environment. I need to meet a lot more new people.

I don't expect anything, no more. I've given up. I forgive myself, for loving, trusting, and anticipating too much. Some people just keep disappointing me.

Be it a relationship or whatsoever, If it ain't meant to be, please end as soon as possible. I can't stand this unbearable disappointment any longer. Call me selfish, but my life has nothing to do with theirs.