parasocial relationship ;)

Nadea and Ziera already had their own parasocial relationships. basically, i learnt this from Ziera. she inspired me to have this so-called fantasy life. *grin* in brief, Nadea's brothers are the SS501, hence making Hwang Bo her sister in-law. while Ziera's are definitely Super Junior and So Nyeo Shi Dae. mine is a bit complicated and unique where only the ones admired are included =3

the uncle: Kang Ta ajushii

the eldest sister: Seo In Young (Jewelry)


the eldest brother: Mizushima Hiro

the elder brother: Heo Yong Saeng (SS501)

the younger brother: Lee Hong Ki (Ft. Island)

the younger sister: Kwon Yuri (SNSD)

adorable! ;)


the boyfriend: Kim Jong Woon a.k.a Yesung (Super Junior)

the sister and the in-law, Crown J

*****

they're the reason for me to smile.
they're the reason for me not to cry.
mental illness? psychological disorder?
do go on with all those thoughts.
an old buddy said: "bella, live in reality"
well, let me be.
just,
let me be.
as long as i am happy.

******

and Nadea is right;

[it is much better for me to be in fantasy than living in a reality
where the pain is almost more than i could bear]