hey peeps. Salam Ramadhan. it's August 19 and the 9th day of Ramadhan. yeay! 19 more days to go before I can fill my stomach with various of kueh raye :)

well it's been a longggg time since I last published a post. (I found this written at most of my posts) In brief, there were so many things happened thus so many things to talk about. but since it's Ramadhan, a hectic one, instead of writing up all those things, I'd just let the pictures do the talking on behalf of me.

let me start with my trip to Genting with the room mate. due to some unavoidable, lame excuses, the date is recommended to be kept secret. it was just two of us. well, no pity is allowed. because apart of some unexpected yet unexplainable accidents, we did enjoy ourselves back then. proofs are on the happy faces!

stairway to hell.

the one that left a permanent memory in my mind.

one hour before reaching Genting.

the faces of anticipating a great day.

now let's move to Lynda's birthday celebration which took place two days after the trip to Genting. it was held at Taman Tasik Titiwangsa (if i'm not mistaken). there were 8 of us, including the 21-year-old birthday girl. the best friend is turning old but I haven't seen her acts her age yet. haha :D

muka terharu lah konon. cry baby, cry!

despite of the facts that we're not always together, I still love you.
(tolong lah rase terharu, Lynda!)

the girls. always wanted to look taller. oh, please.

we had a nice day together, didn't we?

oh, I did eat a lot too. thanks.

after a few weeks, the anniversary celebration of Asiah began. to be specific, the event was named "the Metamorphosis of Asiah". there were various types of programs, and Traditional Games Competition and Cake Decorating Contest were under my supervision. being a program manager was not as simple as it sounds. all tasks were on me. it was hectic but for God's sake it was a priceless experience of mine. (since I've quit being a MRC)

this was when I participated in Kak Mun's 'making ketupat competition'.
I didn't win (of course).

these are the 1st runner up winners for Cake Decorating Contest.
the decoration wasn't that pretty (I'd die if Sakinah reads this) but, it's cool to have that ASIAH and butterfly thingy. haha.

this was taken during the Traditional Games Competition.

with the nice assistant :)

lame body posture. guess the banner looks way more attractive.

Next is my second visit to the-so-called-boring i-City. well some people may find it a wonderful place to go to. I'll say it so someday, after some improvements being done.

the lovey-dovey couple.


see, we just enjoyed taking pictures of ours. not the lights.


okay, pointless one.


Fatin was demonstrating a way to get a flat tummy in no time.


another pointless photo.


this was taken just because the lights made us look brighter.

'Salt' at Jusco Bukit Raja.


the people that made my day :)


okay this one was irritating.

these following photos were taken during my trip to Kuantan. after spending a whole day at the grandparents', I had fun at some so-called beautiful places to visit there. It's pleased to meet some friends at Mini Zoo Taman Teruntum!

meet my Banteng :)


no-need-to-explain one.

just loved this one; Ungka Tangan Putih.


hey, there are our kites!


introducing Pantai Telok Cempedak.





enough posted. happy fasting, everyone!

when I'm home.

during semester break, I always prefer to just be home. and when I'm home, I do a lot of unnecessary things like whatever-it-is-in-english selongkar2 barang. I found a photo album of the old pictures and these are some of them which I can't take my eyes off of.

taken in 1991 and 1995.


between the eldest and the second.


tiny me.


Museum of Sabah. we used to stay there for few years.


the eldest and the hero.


form 3 Baroqah, 2004.
(third row, no. 4 from right)
one thing I remember the most is that my weight at that time nearly reached 70.
(and if I keep gaining kilos, I'll look like this again in no time)


form 4 Sains II, 2005.
(second row, no. 3 from right)
spot the obvious difference. my weight at this time was 55kg.


and here is the best friend ever.
captured in 2007.
can't wait to have her by my side back in one year time!

love!

see you again, short semester.

short semester has just ended. many things have ended too. and there's only word to describe my feeling- glad.

I'm glad that I've taken Arabic level 3.

I'm glad for the new friendship with such nice room mates. (can't believe I'm missing u, cik At!)

I'm glad that my eldest sister's wedding went just fine.

I'm glad that all MRC works have been completed.

I'm glad for everything happened during this period of time. Alhamdulillah.

and I'm glad to be home, again.

the coming semester will be quite tough so I'll be spending most time here to rest, and rest. and to meet the former schoolmates too! :) am really2 looking forward to that.

and, to be on diet, again. with Herbalife :)

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the bestie, the classmate.

my fave mu'allim; Ustaz Mohamad Nageeb Osman :)

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sister's Nikah ceremony.

p/s: in most photos, I'm not there. cos I'm not into taking pictures.

random.

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when we are single,

it does not mean nobody wants us,

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when we have a boyfriend or girlfriend,

it does not mean they will be our life time partner.

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and when we break a relationship,

it will never be the end of our love life.

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For God knows better,

better than what we really really know :)

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*credit to my beloved Kak Sirratul Ainn Borhan :)*

burning the midnight oil.

It's 5.13 am and I haven't switched off the light yet. the room mate already wakes up. she wakes up early everyday to perform Sunat prayer and I'm still awake doing something not related to religious duties. kalau ayah tahu ni mesti kena lecture setengah jam like he always did when I was at high school heh.

eh no no. not studying Arabic instead huhu. I'm just fulfilling the KPI of MRC. this is the third one i prepared but will be the first one to take place for REAL. I've done two proposals before but both of them were not approved due to some technical problems and time constraint, apart from my tiredness in handling two big University events (Sports Carnival and IMCDW) without much helps. so this is it; my very first Mahallah program :)

since it hasn't be submitted to the Principal yet, it's better to keep the event a secret. private and confidential haha. but since I'm in charge of Culture and Arts bureau, any programs under me would be the fun and joyous ones only.

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anyway, this program is in conjuction with a BIG event of Mahallah Asiah on this coming July. for god's sake, we've been discussing on it even before second semester ended months ago. the event will be held insyaAllah in a week time, with lots of programs in it including those managed by me.

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ha this is what I like being a MRC. I get to be a program manager. kalau tak guys je yg selalu hold the position. sebelum2 ni pun I always be their assistant.

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I'll be managing two programs. (tapi proposal baru 1 completed) it's totally hard for me when my fellow in charge is far far away from me. she's in a long vacation with her family at the States. but Alhamdulillah everything goes well so far. wish it will be a blast one later!

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*I'm in dilemma whether to continue my position in MRC or not. if I do, I'll be promoted to the mainboard. the heart says NO, because my pointer has dropped. the desire says YES, because it prepares me to do well in the future and gives me good experiences and memories to keep! need to ask my parents and sisters as well. need to make a right decision now so that bad things won't happen again. na'uzubillah, o Allah, keep me away from that. need to list up the pros and cons. okay. will do. praying...*

I'm not a bad person.

(this is not a self-compliment)

dear you,

you've known me for years.

I'm not a bad person.

I don't hold any grudges against anybody.

I just need more time to think.

and to be strong again.

so many things happened to me lately.

I just couldn't focus on anything else but those troubled things.

don't call me an egoist,

cause I'm not.

I'm just a weak, secretive person who hides all pains in her smiles.
and her total silence.

when the time comes,

I'll take the first step and bridge the gap.

I'm not a bad person.

and so are you.

*you know who you are*

i like!

"Don’t cry for a man who’s left you,

the next one may fall for your smile"

-Mae West

May 11, 2010.

unlike usual my day began way earlier. 6.45am- i was standing in front of Asiah's office, waiting for another two MRCs. half asleep. thanks for the bus driver for giving us a lift to the main staircase. 7.05am- the three of us were already late but jeez, excluding us only four people were there. thought we had missed the bus but surprisingly we were among the first ones. bla bla bla we arrived at the Putrajaya International Convention Centre around 9am or in other words, 1 hour late. the convention had already started and for god's sake by the time we entered the hall and were looking for seats, all of sudden we became the subject of the speaker. if i'm not mistaken he said something like 'pemimpin mesti selalu menepati masa. bukan datang sejam lewat'. sangat malu okayyy.

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it was Kongres Integriti Pemimpin Mahasiswa 2010

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with a slogan "1Malaysia Berintegriti: Mahasiswa Melestari".

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the participants were all MPPs of IPT and IPTS from all over Malaysia.

overall, though it was a bit boring but i kinda liked it. to be honest i couldn't really understand most of the speeches because the speakers were all speaking the advanced Malay language. well, you can't expect me to understand such so-called-bombastic words like 'melestari', 'mencanai', 'menggarap', etc. duh. perlu belajar lagi bahasa ibunda. bahasa melayu saya tak hebat. sebab tu tak pernah join debat melayu.

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apart from those hard-to-grasp speeches i still enjoyed the convention because i do love participating in such prestigious events,

because the food was yummy,

and because of him,

Prof. Madya Dr. Asyraf Wajdi Dasuki Dato' Haji Dasuki is currently the Head of Research Affairs, International Shariah Research Academy for Islamic Finance (ISRA). some interesting facts (for me) about him are that he graduated from IIUM years ago and was once an Assistant Professor at the KENMS. oh yea, he is a politician too. i love his speech. to be honest, his was the only one i really2 listened to during that conference. i just couldn't take my eyes off him. the impromptu speech was inspiring, excellent, superb, and most importantly islamic. he was touching on the 'Integriti Pemimpin Mahasiswa: Merealisasi Harapan 1Malaysia Berintegriti'. mula2 dengar topik dah geleng2 kepala but he made it soo interesting with those Islamic aspects he included plus Quranic verses and Prophet's Ahadith he quoted in his speech. it was hilarious that i and kak wana kept guessing which Kuliyyah he was from. but yeah, his way of speaking (inclusion of religious terms) always fascinated me. way to go! bla bla bla... briefly, he did inspire me a lot. kudos to Dr. Asyraf :) glad that i've met another great person, and wish that someday, i can be like him. *praying*

maka sekarang should continue cramming for Arabic test tomorrow night. mesti dapatkan A!

to all, Bittaufiq Wannajah :)

p/s: in conjuction with Hari Belia Negara, there'll be a Karnival Kerjaya & Keusahawanan Graduan 2010 at PWTC, starting tomorrow, 14th until 16th of May.

what i like about short semester i'm taking.

short semester has just begun. though it's boring for some people, it's a pleasure for me. yeah, honestly though it's only one subject; Arabic language level 3.

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i like it because i have more free time to study.

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i like it bacause i get to do things i couldn't do on previous hectic long semester.

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i like it because the new environment is silent and peaceful.

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i like it because the new room mates are all nice.

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i like it because the class is enjoyable and fun.

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i like it because the lecturer is cool.

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i like it because i can always go home :)

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i like it because i don't really have to rush for classes.

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i like it because the time is just nice for me to be on diet. i likeee!

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i like it because i love Arabic :)

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i like it because i won't be stressful again.

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and so much more things...

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a new post, finally!

it's been a while, huh. after some times (let me count...71 days?..) i eventually got the guts to continue writing here.

ohh, i just remembered how i loved blogging but due to a few events to be handled, tests, assignments, presentations, class projects and final exams, the favorite pastime just needed to be forgotten for a while.

yeah, the second semester has just ended last Friday.

so goodbye to the holy land but hell, will be hi-ing it back in 2 weeks time. sigh.

home now. ahh, what a relief. i just love being home. wish i won't have to go back to uia. staying with the beloved family and the lovely cats, i won't have anything more to ask.

plus the latest wonderful additions in my family, i'd never deny the arabic phrase; 'baiti jannati'.

as mentioned before, the short semester will begin in 2 weeks time. what i love the most is that i'll be taking an Arabic class ONLY. *grin* but hell, guess i've forgotten almost all Arabic vocabularies i've learnt during school times.

hmm since it's been a while since i last wrote here, i kind of have nothing to say.

eh no, i actually have loadss to say. there are so many things i missed to keep them here.

but yeah, im not that rajin jugak to write everything up here so lets just have some photos as recaps of what i've been doing, having and going through in previous time :)

♥ IMCDW '10 ♥

with Sakinah the bestie who was the model for busana competition.

some of the central committees.


♥Annual Victory Award (AVA)♥

my 2nd experience (i guess) as a catering committee.

one of my favorite MRC sisters; kak Mooon :)

the ex-roomate.


♥ASEAN LOGICS '10♥

some of the staffs of Publication & Documentation Dept.
*regretted for not having even a picture with the head :(*

the most needed which almost made us crazy.

♥2oth Cent. Class Exhibition♥

again, with the bestie. we were presenting the Edwardian era.

♥presenting the latest wonderful additions♥

Puteh's.

my fav one; Abu (still can't think of any good names. lol)