the moments I've been anticipating...

• MERCY Vaccination Clinic

-February 20, 2011. (8am-4pm)

-Carrefour, Ampang.

• Closing Concert, Zikrul Maut Week 2011

-February 20, 2011. (8pm-11pm)

-Main Auditorium, IIUM.

• BCWA Orchid Day 2011

-March 4 to 6. (10.30am-6.30pm)

-I'll be on duty at KLCC station. yeay!

• Volunteering Program at Selayang Hospital

-March 13.

-will be having Swimming Final Practical Test on the same day -_-"

• and many more MERCY & BCWA programs!

p/s: will be needing to rush back from Ampang to Main Audi tomorrow for the final rehearsal. Life's hard yet awesome, people!

re-united!

Mini Auditorium

Rehearsal of Closing Concert Zikrul Maut Week 2011

meet my twin, Kakak Moon :)

Liberty walk!

It's a Liberty Walk

Say goodbye

to the people who tied you up

It's a Liberty Walk

Feeling your heart again

Breathing new oxygen

it's been a while since I last listened to this song. Miley rocks! LOL.

Salam Maulidur Rasul.

Pemergianmu

Album : Tiada Lagi Kasih

Munsyid : In-Team

http://liriknasyid.com

Ya Rasulullah...

Kau masih tersenyum mengubat lara

Selindung derita yang kau rasa

Senyuman yang mententeramkan

Setiap insan yang kebimbangan

Hakikatnya, tak tertanggung lagi derita

Di pangkuan isterimu Humaira?

Menunggu saat ketikanya

Diangkat rohmu bertemu Yang Esa

Tangan dicelup di bejana air

Kau sapu di muka mengurangkan pedih

Beralun zikir menutur kasih

Pada umat dan akhirat

Dan tibalah waktu ajal bertamu

Penuh ketenangan jiwamu berlalu

Linangan air mata syahdu

Iringi pemergianmu

Oh sukarnya untuk umat menerima

Bahkan payah untuk Umar mempercaya

Tetapi iman merelakan jua

Bahawa manusia kan mati akhirnya

Tak terlafaz kata mengungkap hiba

Gerhanalah seluruh semesta

Walaupun kau telah tiada

Bersemarak cintamu selamanya

Ya Rasulallah

Kau tinggalkan kami warisan yang abadi

Dan bersaksilah sesungguhnya

Kami merinduimu

Peace be upon You. May we meet in Jannah :(

...

to whom it may concern,

just say whatever you wanna say.

in case you don't freaking know, you misunderstood me.

‎I AM staying the way I am because I don't give an effing damn.

unlike you, I have a life.

new fave pastime.

Wazzzzup, bro!

Back off, bugs. This is all mine.

I miss you.

Gimme more, gimme gimme more.

Lazy Day! *yawn*

I see you...!

I'm a hungry cat, yaw~

Drank too much.

Doing some tanning, yaw~

Cat Tower!

I just loveeeeeee collecting photos like these.

and I just cant' stop looking at every single of them again and again. LOL.

p/s: Rock Climbing rocks! :)

untitled.

I wish I won't be losing you as a very good friend of mine.

You make my days :)

Yes, you always do.

Overprotected.

This ain't just a song lyric but it truly depicts what I'm feeling all this while :)

I need time

Love

Joy

I need space

I need me

Say hello to the girl that I am!

You're gonna have to see through my perspective

I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am

And I don't wanna be so damn protected

There must be another way

Cause I believe in taking chances

But who am I to say

What a girl is to do

God, I need some answers

What am I to do with my life

(You will find it out don't worry)

How Am I supposed to know what's right?

(You just got to do it your way)

I can't help the way I feel

But my life has been so overprotected

I tell 'em what I like

What I want

What I don't

But every time I do I stand corrected

Things that I've been told

I can't believe what I hear about the world, I realize

I'm Overprotected

I need… time (love)

I need… space

(This is it)

I don't need nobody telling me just what I wanna

What I what what what I'm gonna

Do about my destiny

I Say No, No

Nobody's telling me just what what what I wanna do, do

I'm so fed up with people telling me to be

Someone else but me

p/s: I'm being so old school these days for being so into Britney's, Blue's and BSB's. LOL.

self discipline.

Finally this mail, which is from CA, USA reached me.

About a month ago, I found an ads about this wristband at Shape magazine. It's actually specially designed by a Los Angeles trainer Gregg Miele. According to him, this wristband serves as a cue to pay attention to your body, make healthy decisions, and exercise self control.

He also added; "It's a visual prompt I hope will set people up for success".

"It's a reminder that you control your environment; it doesn't control you.

Food doesn't just jump into your mouth!"

more details here.

ehem. It's Kim Kardashian, people!

“It’s not just a wrist band of rubber and ink.

It’s something that gives you the possibility of changing your life.”

Dr. Andrew Weil says,

“Anything you do with repetition and emotion will become your reality.”

p/s: it costs USD5 only.

the hardest task in this entire world. (ridiculous exaggeration is uselessly applied here)

- folding laundry lah ape lagi kan. huk2.

due to some good reasons, every single thing in my locker has been overhauled. There was shockingly a LOT of clothes till I somehow wondered where all these clothes came from. LOL.

give me any task. name any jobs. I'd rather do those things than folding all these clothes which were seemingly invisible all this while.

"sikit - sikit, lama - lama jadi bukit"

(unnecessary use of proverb)

the result I got after few hours. kudos to me! *claps*

(sumpah tak nak mix up things lagi)

-Arabic class will be in 6 hours time. hence, Nighty-night!

it feels SO good to be back.

- when you have an untouched assignment to be submitted in less than 12 hours time.

Gah. Finally back to UIA. and it's 'heavenly' when you have an assignment to be done asap but the holy IIUM wireless can't be connected. Nasib baik got a broadband.

whatever it is, I do miss my room so bad! :) Hello back, J.1.5.b! :)

this is how my compartment looked like at the beginning of previous semester.

the fave corner of mine.

Lala land!

blue is awesome, isn't it?

-enough said-

back to work!

what We got during mid sem break.

Abu juniors...!

she gave birth to 4 kittens but one of 'em died mysteriously. Isk :'(

young single hot momma.

Jolin yang juling lagi sakit mata. Kesian.

Feel like crying seeing her like this.

Strong, independent lay-day.

Oplin; died at February 3, 2011. Rest in peace :(

p/s: I'm actually being unfair by not uploading photos of Opet, Tupai and Oren.
Sorry, tak cukup comel to be published. yeah, evil me.

later lah. till then.

Ketika Cinta Bertasbih...

I just wanna be the apple on top of the tree.

I just finished watching Ketika Cinta Bertasbih (both 1 and 2) for the second time. And I think I'm more deeply moved this time. LOL. Well maybe the timing was just right. I can't deny that to some extent, I do think of whom I'll be spending the rest of my life with. But as a weak servant of Allah, I can just plan, it's Him who determines everything.

A friend of mine (dengan beraninya) claimed that I'm too choosy. Haha just say whatever you wanna say, darling. I know myself best. It's not the matter of choosing but rather preparing myself to be the best one. As a devotee, I believe my love to Him hasn't reached the satisfied level yet. As a daughter, I'm aware of what I'm lacking of. And as a person, I know that there's still a lot to improve. All I can say is, I'm not ready yet. I wanna be the best to the guy I'm destined to be with. And as far as I know, he hasn't shown up yet. Hence I'll be preparing myself till the day comes.

Every girl dreams of marrying to such a great guy. And I'm certainly not excluded. But I do believe that great guys are for great women only. Well that's not what I say but indeed what Allah had promised:

"Corrupt women are for corrupt men and corrupt men are for corrupt women,
Good women are for good men and good men are for good women.
The latter are innocent of what they say.
They will have forgiveness and generous provision"

(Qur'an, 24:26)

~~~

a reminder to me too:

Usah dambakan isteri sehebat Khadijah
Jika diri tidak semulia Rasulullah

Tidak perlu isteri secantik Balqis
Andai diri tidak sehebat Sulaiman

Usah mengharapkan suami setampan Yusuf
Jika kasih tidak setulus Zulaikha

Tidak perlu mencari suami seteguh Ibrahim
Jika diri tidak sekuat Hajar dan Sarah

Usah bermimpi mendapat lelaki seperti Ali
Jika diri tidak sehebat Fatimah

~~~

Hence, all the best to all!

things I'm so into right now!

doing nothing (exaggerated betul) at home had made me feel like doing these things so badly! tapi apa nak buat, I have to go back to Gombak first before getting to reach these places. Cepatlah hari Ahad. Got chocolate & batik cakes project to be done on Saturday. But at the same time I don't really feel like going back to Gombak since Mak and Ayah are both having fever :(. and the kittens are suffering from an identifiable disease :(. The feeling I'm having now is seriously unbearable. Abu has just given birth to 4 cute kittens yesterday and like few hours after that one of 'em died, and the cause is unexplainable. Abu herself is continuously bleeding. Oh Lord, I'm not a good care taker! T__T

back to the point, the very first thing I wanna do is volunteering at SPCA. I've been looking forward to visiting there since years ago! Kalau tak kat SPCA, kat National Zoo pun okay jugak. and yeaaaa this reminds me to one of my aims this year which is to see Orang Utan with my OWN eyes at the Sepilok Rehabilitation Centre. (tak mau tempat lain)

Next is rock climbing! -indoor one. I seriously wanna try this extreme activity. One of my lifetime targets is to climb Mount Kinabalu. So as a beginner, I guess I've found a suitable plus near plus cheap one here.
and already succeeded at persuading a few of my girl friends to come along! yeay! I love 'em to bits lahhh :D

Already imagined myself in this situation. LOL. =P

Other than these, I'm still looking for any opportunity to do voice-dubbing. I've done with subtitling and translating. Already got a few contact numbers but I still feel hesitate to call. Aihh.

and yea, nak belajar Sabahan, Kedahan, as well as Terengganu dialects! (tamaknya...) To be frank, I'm so envious of people with their own dialects! me? I just speak standard Malay. isk :(

One more thing. one more thing. one more LAST thing. I wanna try boxing too! Already surveyed the equipments and listed 'em on my to-buy-list hehe :) cepatlah gaji masuk oii.


p/s: Life's Good, huh? SO good :)

alamak...

on this coming 20th of February, I'll be having two events I've been looking forward to these days; MERCY Vaccination Program and Closing Ceremony for Zikrulmaut Program, organized by Mahallah Asiah and three other respected Mahallat. The vaccination program will take place from morning until evening while the closing ceremony will be held at night. I'll be one of the Master of Ceremonies for the closing ceremony. So the problem is, will I be able to be there on time? I'm so afraid that I can't make it. But I wanna be the MC so bad :(. I've been waiting for this grand event all this while. It won't be such an ordinary closing ceremony 'cause a few of Nasyeed singers will be performing including those I used to adore so much; Rabbani, Far East, Nazrey Raihan!

Since it's such a grand one, there must be a rehearsal on the evening. But at the same time, I never wanna miss that MERCY Vaccination Program 'cause that will be my very first program, serving myself as MERCY volunteer. Urgh, this is much harder than deciding who my future husband will be. LMAO.

O Allah, I wish everything will run just smoothly. I'm such a weak servant. Do give me guidance. Ameen.

to all, wish me luck!