Morning thought

I was browsing some info for my assignment when my MP3 player all of a sudden played this song; Friends Forever by Vitamin C. Dang, here comes the part I dislike most about graduating. Been crossing my mind since last semester though. It'll surely be tough especially with those I've been with since 2008. Really :(

Best friends, I do wish this will never be the end. For God's sake, you're one of the best things that ever happened to me. Friends forever! XOXO

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn twenty five

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year, we won't be coming back

No more hanging out 'cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now 'cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in June 

I didn't know much of love

But it came too soon

And there was me and you

And then we got real cool

Stay at home talking on the telephone with me

We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come whatever

We will still be

Friends forever

So if we get the big jobs

And we make the big money

When we look back now

Will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school

Still be trying to break every single rule?

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels

We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow (somehow)?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

p/s: I've started my very first step in completing my application to advance my education :) do pray for me! XX

Of Kak Bell and MISI

Kak Bell :) 

This was during her birthday's pre-celebration. She's now back to her hometown. We have now lost one of the backbones of MISI. A good company too.

All the best in everything you do, Kak Bell :) See you on our convocation day!

Undoubtedly, I need to be on diet back. grrr~

Among the good companies in MISI. It's MISI Vista Night, btw :)

Chapter 3 of the Final Edition :)

It's already the third week of the semester. Stay positive and energetic. I'll never allow anyone nor anything bring me down this time. No one but me, is in charge of my own happiness. Bring it on! :)

XOXO

Final hopes.

Today marks the 5th day of class for this semester. of my, final semester. It had started awfully as I didn't manage to pass my JPJ test hence delaying my time to obtain my own, driver's license. Frankly speaking, nothing's more terrible than that. Silly, pathetic me :(

Fine. None of it could bring me down. Nay, never. There were another things happened in a few weeks and days ago. I quit my part-time job as an English language tutor at SLEU. I'd be lying if I say I don't regret it at all. I do, for God's sake, of course I do. It took a few months and such a big courage for me to keep waiting 'till the application was accepted. But nothing could beat my family as my first priority this time. Things happen and this is just a tiny part of them. Nothing.


With God's will, I'll be starting my new part-time next week. Not gonna talk about it though.

Lemme focus on my initial intention of writing this; my final hopes. Things I wish to happen or be done during this final semester. Things I can only wish for for the last time as I'll be making my leave on June.

I wish I could do a LOT better than I did before. I wish I could score full marks in quizzes, assessed assignments, etc; things I never got to do before. I also wish I could spend more valuable times with those I love; the best friends, and....hmmm whoever it may be. Time flies too fast. We'd never know what we had missed 'till we do miss it. This may sound cliche but I just wish, I could be with the ones I truly love, spending more time together, as if there's no more tomorrow. As if I'll be leaving soon. *well, it's true, though :( huu emotional much huh? :( If only they know this. If only they do realize, too.

and, if only he too knows this. Well, I do hope this time it works; for more years to come, forever. Things may change out of our expectations and control, in the future. If they do turn out to be different than what we have planned, at least I'm certain and I know that there's nothing I'll be regretting of 'cause every single minute has been benefited together, for each other. Those memories are the best ones ever and I'm anticipating for more, and more to happen. I love you :( isk.

taken a few hours back. with the long-lost sleeping partner. lol.

with Love, B. 

The last ones :)

Cool. These are the remaining subjects to be completed before I can apply for my Masters education. Do pray for me! Final semester dearie, please be kind to me :) XX

#JustBecause

If you don't accept my flaws,

and can't handle me at my worst,

you don't deserve me at my best.

*Hello, final semester! :)